I have school tomorrow and i think it might be ok because we get to watch the school production for free!! But this boy who i asked a question like a week ago asked me something for facebook on friday but i my facebook was playing up so couldnt reply back!! so i asked my friend to say a few things to him and unfortunatly while i was deciding what to say he went off :’( so tomorrow im gonna find out what he wanted to know!!!! LOVE YOU HOLLY U WERE GREAT!!! (shes my best friend by the way)

At the moment:

Im sitting on the sofa watching dancing on ice!! With a stomach ache :(:(:(:(     Anyway i will update my blog tomorrow!!! Oh and people who are expecting more about the isle of wight!, u will have to wait until tomorrow!!! hehe!!

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I was just bored so thought i would do a random post!! LOL!!

At the moment im relaxing on the soda listening to music!!! I know this sounds really weird but i really cant wait til school!! This boy i have liked on friday night was trying to say something to me on facebook!! But it logged me out and i couldnt get back in :S!!!!!  My best friend was saying stuff to him and he went off without really saying why he was talking to me!!!! :@!!!! She knows who im talking about!!! But tomorrow im just gonna relax and forget about it!! Well i cant really relax i have loads of homework to do!! :@ I really cant wait to leave school!!! Like this post if you are at school and cant wait to finish it!!!!!!!!!! Or just randomly like it!! LOL!!!

If you have read down my blog then you might have read about the Isle of Wight!! Well i will be writing more about either tomorrow or Monday!!! Oh by the way i live in England so my time might be different to all of yours!!!!

CANT WAIT TILL MONDAY NOT ONLY FINDING OUT A ANSWER BUT WATCHING SCHOOL PRODUCTION FOR FREE SO MISS PERIODS 1 2 3 4!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!

The last month i have learnt lots of stuff!! I have learnt that i still love my ex, i have reaslised who my real friends are!!! I dont want to be rude by saying that by the way Holly!! 2009 was an ok year for me for example Isle of Wight, moving schools!! But in a way it was a bad year!! And there were lots of things which made it bad and good!!! I have a feeling 2010 will be a good year for me!! Like this post if you think 2010 will be a good year for you too!!

Im loving all my friends at the moment they have shown to be helpful the last week! and they all know what im talking about!!!

In my life i have made loads of mistakes!! But as they say you learn from your mistakes!! I made a mistake in friends dumping a boy i really do love!! School has been hard for me since xmas!! Aswell as other people suffering!! I realise people have been having a hard time aswell!! And i just want to say to people you cant change what happened in the past!! And i always try hard to make my friends happy!! Like i said i would be no where without my friends!! But the truth is i really dont see how i make it hard for a few people!! I mean i let people be friends with who they want!! And im really sorry holly but i feel like i need to say this:             But i really dont see how i was bein rude i try not to sound it!!! I dont want to fall out with you! Cos i love you as a really good friend!! I love all my other friends but i feel like i have known you my whole life!!! I went through alot when i was younger my friend moved away my great grandad died!! My grandad had an accident which he could have died from!! My dad has had a lot of accidents when it comes to hurting himself!!! I hope this doesnt sound rude its just i thought i should tell you!! Your always gonna be my best friend i mean if i ever get married you will be standing there with me!! Dont show anyone this!! If you have read this please like it!!! I just want you to know that im trying to make you all happy!!! xxxxx

P.S. There is one more thing i feel i need to tell you!! but i dont want to tell you on here!! All i can say is that it happened only a week and a half before my birthday!!

Want to hear more about the Isle of Wight??

Well tough if you dont want to your going to!!!

Im gonna tell u about the day we were travelling there!!!!:

I got up really excited but was worried about getting on a boat cos i didnt know if i was going to be sick luckily i didnt!!! I got into the car with my suitcase in the back!! We parked up near the school!! Infront of me was my future boyfriend i didnt know about!!! lol!!! He looked back at me and smiled of course i smiled back!!! Anyway we walked up to the school and put my suitcase into library!! There were loads of cases!!! I went into the hall and found my best friend!! We didnt leave until 11!!! We all walked to the coach we were meant to be on and left!! We were all really excited!! I was sat on the coach with Holly!!! Infront of us were 2 boys!! Me and Holly were annoying them all the way there!!! We got to the ferry port!!! It took ages for the coaches to get on!!!! Anyway because we were sort of last at getting to the floor we were meant to be on we had to sit either next to old people or on like this plasticy bit!! lol We saw the ferry approaching The Isle of Wight!!! It took a while to get the the pgl centre!!! To be honest i cant really remember much else!!! lol

Anyway keep looking there will be more posts about the isle of wight!!!!

I went to the isle of wight in June 2009!! It was possibly the best week out of 2009!!! The funniest thing which happened was:

Me and the people who were all in my cabin were all just chatting and relaxing when my friend Holly wanted to go into the bathroom but she didnt realise someone called Abbie was in there!! Of course Holly opened the door and banged Abbie’s head while she was naked!!! Me Aoife and Rowan just heard this bang and Holly laughing as soon as Holly told us we all started laughing!!

The most sweetest thing which happened:

We woke up on Wednesday morning, and i was ready before a few others there was a place where the cabins near me all sat!! We were all sitting there and chatting talking about boyfriends and girlfriends when this girl called Alex told me this boy fancied me!! I have no idea!!! Turns out quite a few peope knew about it!! So my group all went off for the day to do our activites (we were all at a pgl centre)!! We went back that night and got ready for a Beach/Camp fire!! But before me aoife and holly got ready we were sorting me and this boy going out!! He came up to me and asked if i would ever go out with him i said maybe! Then he said will you?? I said yes!! That night we were sat my the fire together!! Listening to the pgl staff!!! It was cold!! I will never forget that moment!!! I wouldnt want it to be any different!!!

Anyway 2-3months past!! We all started a new school! This meant pressure on relationships!! One of them were mine and this boys!! I found it hard not seeing him most of the day!! Sadly i ended it!! Totally regret it now!!!

I will post more about the Isle of Wight!!!! You just wait!!

Like if you found this good plz plz plz  xxx

Holly!!! I wish you luck for tomorrow!!! xx :P

Some people really need to grow up and leave me alone!!!! Let me get on with my life!! Im happy with my life!!! Well im not very well at the mo but anyway im happy with my friends family!! Im making my life healthier, moving house!! Im making a new start to my life!!! I want to live happy when im older! I want to get married grow old with people i love!!!! Holly i love you (and people she is my best friend and always will be)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In the last year i have fallen out with many people!!! Over boys and sstupid other things!!! But now i know the friends i hang around with at school are my real friends for example Aoife, me and aoife have always been friends!!! Same with my friend holly!!! Holly is someone i would probably have a mental breakdown if she died!! (BUT HOPEFULLY SHE WONT DIE EVER!!) She has been here for me from getting asked out my a boy i never thought i would go out with till now!!! The boy who asked me out i never thought i would go out with i dumped when we started a new school!! I still loved him i kept it quite ever since til well now when last monday i told him how i really did feel about it!! Of course he is a bit freaked out which is understandable!!! The thing is he keeps sayin maybe to whether he will ever go out with me again!! I am getting quite fed up with it!! Its my friends who are persuading me to still try!! Without my friend id be no one!!! Also the thing about this boy, this girl also fancies him, me and her hate each other!!! Im HOPING that he will see what a mean bitch she is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!